Hari minggu neh, abis children ministry. Benernya ga taw sih hor I felt tuh gimana. pertama"nya, seru abis...maen ama anak" kecilnya lucu banget, ngeliat mereka happy, ngeliat gimana mreka tuh punya faith ke God tuh bener"...aku ngerasa nih anak" bener" harus taw God tuh kya gimana..ngerasa seneng...tp ga taw kenapa..abis itu kan bantuin anak"nya kan, trus ngerasa cape, n ngerasa tedious banget kerjaannya..langsung down deh..mgkn karena tadi devotion timenya kaya ke-cut gt kl ya, jadi ga focus on God seharian..kayanya I lost my focus deh..God, I prayed this time.Prayer is not limited, right?! So, now I pray that You give me that faith to trust in you, to really surrender the whole heart of mine. I don;t wanna lose You, Lord. You are the only One that I will never let go throughout my entire life! I need You. I;m desperate for You! Prepare my heart, Lord, to come into Your house today. So that I can worship You. This is my heart O Lord, search me and find the impurities. Plant Your heart in me...take it out step by step!!

Love You, God..This is my heart. I want You to plant Yours in mine. I want You to transform me. I want You to tell me that You love me, through anything!! I want You to give me that faith. I want to go back into Your strong arms. I need You...God, I love You..This is true!! Amen..