I wanna be honest to You God, that I still feel scared. Those thoughts won't go away from me and now I pray that along my prayer, along this prayer, all those thoughts will go away. Your Holy Spirit be with me. Remind me of Your promises. Remind me of Your point of view toward me, Lord. I know You love me. Teach me the meaning of love, so that I don't take it for granted. Lord, make me broken once again. Make me fall on Your knees. Beat me in my weaknesses, beat me til I cry and grieve in front of You, for that grieving and sorrows will be my joy in worshiping You. By that I know You always there, by that I know that I need You. Lord...teach me. I'm listening to You. I wanna obey You Lord, so strengthen me and wake me up. Put the seed of faith in y heart and let it grow and grow and multplied thousands and more.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be STILL, know YOU ARE GOD.

My GOD, My GOD...You are amazing. Having You in this life is the greatest gift I've ever had and I am having and the gift that I will never trade with anything.

Find rest my soul in Christ alone, know His POWER in QUIETNESS AND TRUST...

10."And here is my advice about what is best for you in this matter: Last year you were the first not only to give but also to have DESIRE to do so. 11. Now FINISH the work, so that your eager willingness to do it may be matched by your completion of it, according to your means. 12. For if the willingness is there, the gift is acceptable according to what one has, not according to what he does not have."

Thank You, Lord! Finish it, Lord. You are the BEGINNING and the END. AMEN!!