I'm pissed....
Sunday, June 04, 2006
Lord, I'm so sorry...I dunno how to say it, but I wanna say it with all my heart that I'm sorry. I wanna come to church to really seek You, not for the sake to please him...My whole life I place in Your hands...
FOrgive me, Lord. Bless this day Lord..I just wanna be closer to You. Give me the desire to be closer to You. Give me the heart that wants to seek You. Amen!! Search my heart, search my mind, my soul, let it be right before You. Set my heart pure and right before You. I admit Lord that I 'm scared of him, I'm scared if I don't meet his expectations, but I don't live to fulfill his expectations. I know I made mistakes, but I'm asking for Your forgiveness Lord. I'm asking for Your HOly Spirit to help me, so that I won't do the same mistakes again...I don't wanna be intimidated, I dont wanna live for his expectations. I wanna live for YOU. Lord,help me....
Help me Lord, prepare my heart...help me...help me....help me...
