It's really hard to fill in this blog when there's nobody around to see what's really happening with ur life through this blog. But it's also hard to be hinest to myself when there's people around to observe and comment on ur life. So, I guess, life in confusing. You can never get satisfied with what you have. But when I think about God, why does life seem to be so satisfying? God is strange..I can never think of Him with my limited brain. If you think u're a genius, think twice! In front of God, I am nothing.

so yeah, I just finished my econ assignment, which was really relieving. A moment ago, I just planned to watch Yakitatei Japan, with my hozmate, VEmi. But now, i realise that there's more important things to do other than watching movies. I have lots of responsibilities here such as studying and tutoring. I've been working as a tutor for accounting and math for 3 days but I recognize that I'm having difficulties with the accounting subject. I am considering to quit the job now, but my student, she really needs help and I feel broken to see that I can't really help her a lot. Well, I think that's all for this entry. I gotta go to Ko Tan;s house to study MATH 150!! Arrggjhhhh,.,,skul life is tiring, boring, not pleasing, but soon as I grown up in the future, I am sure enough I will miss this skul time. SO, gotta work hard to be the best, to get God;'s plans done in my life. =) Thank You God, for eveyrthing You've done for me today.!! for such good friends all around me, for the jobs, for parents and family, for wisdom and understanding, for self-control, although I still eat a lot today. Anyway, I'm on diet starting tomorrow. God , help me...>.< huehe...Thank You Lord..once again, Thank You Lord....