It's been days since I last updated this blog...It's really hard actually to keep updating this blog cause I have so many things to do. It seems like 24 hours are not enough in a day! I can't believe this.

Anyway, lately, from bondman and from my friend, I heard so many times that our main goal is as Christians is to become mature, to become more like Christ. I don't deserve it, but God has died on the cross for me, He has saved me and made me whole again. Only and only by His grace that I am allowed to serve Him -- through CCC, through my music ministry, through my study, through my everything.

There's a message from my friend: If we focus on our weaknesses, on our flaws, our struggles, we will be selfish. it's gonna be all about me: my problems, my struggle, etc. In order to move our attention from our struggles, we should move our focus from our problems to God and other people around us. God can use anything, ANYTHING to work.


Lord, today, or maybe yesterday, I didn't talk to You that much. I preferred to sleep, or to do my own things. GOd, forgive me for doing things on my own...maafin ica Tuhan udah ngeremehin perintah Tuhan, udah ga denger"an lagi...Tuhan, mungkin ica ga bisa ngelakuin, nyelesain daftar yang udah ica buat, tapi seperti yang rick warren bilang, aku tuh human beings, aku mau percaya Tuhan, kalo Tuhan lebih tertarik sama karakter ica, ica mau bertambah mature didalam Tuhan, ica udah ngerasain presence of God sebelumnya, ica mau rasain lagi...ga mau berhenti sampe disini...ubah lagi, kasih tau hal yang baru lagi....berada didekat ica Tuhan...AMen...=)

i love Jesus...because He loves me first. I

I am nothing without Him

For through Him, I am saved

Without Him, I'll go to hell..........


But He has saved me and now...

I'm going to Heaven...=)

He's molding me and changing me....and I love Him for doing it for me....=)

He loves me..