First love
Sunday, January 21, 2007
God wants me to go back to my first love today. I cried so much at church and that doesn't mean anything, but, I was so touched by His love. I mean, looking at my past, I was beaten up and I viewed myself as unworthy and disgusting. yet, God came into my life and change me and make me new and give me the privilege to serve HIm.
I'm still wondering what's wrong with me. When he's near, I want him to go away, but when he's away, I want him to be near. I don't understand...God, help me...
Not fasting again..Whoo...tomorrow!! For sure!!! God, please help me to fast according to Your will. I don't want to fast for nothing, I want through this fasting, You may reveal Your big plan and calling in my life!! Amen!!
Got to go to sleep...Sleeppyyy....=)
I love God....................and I mean it...=)
thank You, Lord...
