Getting further...
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
I just can't deny this strange feeling...How long will I be able to hold this in my heart? I know I'm not supposed to focus on this thing, but, everytime I think about him, I think about myself, think about things that I've done that might hurt him. It's a strange feeling that I felt since last year...Will it last? Or is this only a matter that lasts only a year or two? I hope not. I mean..he's been so nice to me...
I can't accept the truth that he knows me,,,everything...well, not as much as God knows though. I mean, he can see through me, through everything that I try to hide. I can't cover it. I hate it. That's why I am drawing myself away from him. I'm afrais of being known. Well, he knew it already. But, I'm trying to stop him from knowing everything else that he hasn't known yet.
Love is weirdddddd....>.<
