Romans 14:7-8 "For none of us lives to himself alone and none of us dies to himself alone. If we live, we live to the Lord; and if we die, we die to the Lord. So, whether we live or die, we belong to the Lord."

This verse means, if I'm not mistaken, that my life is no longer mine. My decision, my future, my dreams, are no longer mine. They are belong to God. I have dreams, I have future, but if I already submitted my life to God, He can do anything to me. My dreams or ambition may not be happening, but it is going to His will that come to pass. It is hard for sure...

My dreams. I want to be a worship leader...a powerful one. Well, not really sure about my motivation behind it yet. But, what I feel right now is that I want to bring the people of God to connect with God. So that they can feel that God is amazing. But, sometimes, I can't connect with God, don't know why. Well, maybe that's because of the devil. I cast them away in the name of Jesus!!! Amen! I belong to God. God reached out to me and I reached His hand and I believe He's never gonna let me go. AS a worship leader, i want to create the atmosphere where people can easily connect with God, and in praise and worhip people get transformed!! Not because of my might, well, sometimes I think too highly of myself, thinking that I might be able to do it, forgive me, Lord.

Let it be You alone, God, who takes care of everything. I just want to lift up my head, up to YOU on high!

Today's music practice was awesome!! I mean, it's not even God's touch yet..It's only His presence. But, we long for His wholeness to be in the midst of us. We were praying for Ko Mario. I am not close to him, but I was so touched by what's hazppening to him. He got this cancer and the doctor said that it's getting worse! But, then we pray that God's hands are working in Ko Mario's life. He's gonna be a great testimony and there's gonna be a great awakening!! =)

It's so hard to walk alone. I mean, without sisters or brothers that are around you to help you commit to whatever you have written down as your resolution. =p Well, God, I'm not gonna give up, Jesus. I know, if I give up, I'm gonna be a fool...Ok then..I'm gonna start praying.

Today's prayer is for Sachie and Angie. =) Lord, please, purify my heart, so that everything that I pray, is NOT for my glory or my comfortable feeling, but it's FOR YOU ALONE, LORD!!

That You may transform them also and help them, to give them the way out for whatever questions or problems they have. =)

Give me the heart that is willing to share. Amen.