I've been faced with things in the past lately. Not for sensation nor for something that I can cry about. It's just strange when everything that I put in the past, things that I left behind were suddenly popping out all over the place. I mean...my junior high school friends. Start from Irene, Caitlin (my winter quarter math classmate), Jennifer from KK high school, even william fu. Haha..

Well, Caitlin was not a coincidence I believe. I came to Seattle like a year ago and she was my first classmate. It was cool. Sometimes I do think about her whereabouts, but then I used to ignore it for something else that I think is cooler than that. Well, as a result of my ignorance, I am in the same class with her (PolSci) this quarter, and she came to Campus Crusade for Christ club today!! It's God's divine plan, I believe. =)

Another surprisingly amazingly shocking thing is that wfu added me as his friend. He's my classmate in junior high school, well, to me, he's more than just a classmate. lol..He's my crush..I like him...for a long time, I guess. Even though, it's on and off. =p not a really good girl, am I? =p

Even until I got to Seattle, when I was down, or feeling alone, I would listen to my iPod and when as I listen through the songs, I got to hear this one song Winter Sonata soundtrack...cheesy, eh? But that was what reminded me of him. Don't know why...but everytime I heard that song, my heart beat so fast, I got anxious and...well, probably it's more to looking for sensation like in drama...but I don't know...I am so excited right now that I'm connected with my old buddies again. =) It's kinda strange, don't you think?

Well, I wonder what God has behind all these things...??

Praise be to God!!! I led Bible Study with Sachie today for our first meeting in CCC!! =) Well, it's really God's grace! I mean, the important thing that I got today is that, God is so graceful and merciful, but we can't take that privilege for granted! I failed my fasting today and I felt terrible, so during my way to school, in the bus, I prayed to God, asking for forgiveness, clean heart and such, and guidance to lead the BS. Then, off I went to the room. Everyone was already there, I was late >.< It was terrible since I was late too on yesterday's meeting =p Anyway, they said it's okay, so we went on with the announcement and to the bible study.

Well, there was a lot of times, when I didn't know what to say, Sachie was just popped out and say something, or when Sachie didn't know what to say, I had something to say eventually. Or, the greatest thing, when both of us didn't know what to say, somebody else would come up and just say something. We worked together instead of me and Sachie leading the BS!! Isn't that awesome? I mean, God really hears my prayer and He answers it!! He is REAL and ALIVE!! I thank God so much for that..=)

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