You alone
My God above
You alone
Are worthy Lord

Every all I am
My soul will bless
Your name

This is the moment, the point, where I decided to grow mature in God. To really let things go...things that I hold...hold...so dear...It is uncomfortable. But I will obey, if it is what God wants from me. Amen.

Forgive me, Lord, for ignoring You and for wanting to give up. FOr not focusing on You.


Seeing the bigger picture...


I looked back at previous entries. Just the ones that I wrote this and last week. My spiritual life is kind of...up and down as far as I can see. But, what I wrote, I believe, sealed by the Holy SPirit too, encouraged me a lot to go back to God. To settle things with Him.

My problem with Cipto. I am settling this down, Lord. I am not going to be bias or hate him anymore. I know, God puts me in this situation to shape my faith. I'm not going to...give up..

Oh man..I was so sleepy just now that even when I pray to God, I fell asleep!! Lol. Well, I know that means I am not serious enough and that I am tired.

Viadya message me today, which is almost unbelievable. The first time she messaged me, I thought it was going to be about something that she needed help with. I mean, she used to call me when she needed something from me. But, it turned out to be the other way around. She was asking things about major in uni, etc. She's having a problem. I don't know what it is. I hope she's going to tell me though. I know God brings her to me again today, I know there's going to be a big recovery in this land. Amen!!!!!!!!!!!