Hmm...today's supposed to be an enjoyable day!

Early in the morning, I went to Church for music practice. I didn't take a shower coz I woke up late. As a result, I didn't even have time to pray. Although, I prayed in the car on our way to Church. So yeah, humble power and love works really well. I do feel that God is directing me to be more mature in Him and it's freaking hard!!!

During the fundraising, I did this and that and I knew others were tired also. But, I think this is because I am tired too. I think too much. But, I do feel that she's not comfortable with me at all. We talked and joked around, but not very often and awkward. I don't know, probably it's only me that thinks so. I do think it's unfair though. Just because I wasn't being genuine before or just because I was close with him, then she couldn't make friend with me. I do understand her position, but when it hurts, understanding means barely nothing. it's tough.

Hmm....thank You for Your love, Jesus...