Whoaaa...it's been so long since I wrote in this blog! Hmm..I have so much to tell, so much to write, so much to pour out.

I told my stories to my friend, but sometimes, there are things that I forgot to tell, things that I need to write down so that later on myself won't forget these things. I've seen, heard, experience so many things in my life. Since I went back to Indo, so many things happened. Can't believe that in less than 3 months, people change, even I, changed, drastically. I mean, this is life. This is life. Life worth living.

I always remember what Ko mike wrote in his mail to all fellow frontliners.

Live as if today is my first day and also my last day.

That's what I am trying to do now...

Summer Mission opens up my eyes. I learn so much.

1. Ways of worshipping. Freedom in worshipping. Man, I enjoyed so much singing in SM. Why? Coz, you feel freedom, you feel joy in serving the Lord. No pressure even tho u're singing in front of thousands of people. You enjoy it, you worship God together with people around you,even with the musicians also.
2. When you are serving the Lord, you have to be ready spritually, physically, mentally. Why? So that, you can be in tune with the Lord. In tune with your fellow ministers. Being in tune is so IMPORTANT so that you'll be able to know where the Lord wants to go. it's the same thing as being led by the spirit.
3. Serving God with all your heart, with all your mind and all your strength is so TRUE. Be all out. Push yourself to the limit, beyond the limit is better. When you pish yourself, commit yourself to be all out, AND by God's grace, you will see how amazing it is to see how God's gonna work through you. That's what I feel during sm. People healed, people believed, people saved, not because of our strength, coz we won't be able to do it. it's literally, only, by GOD'S GRACE. You'll also see that you're able to do more than before.
4. God created us with talents and those talents are supposed to be treated as WEAPONS. Not as treasures that need to be taken care of, need to be loved, etc. Like, in my case, is my voice. I was taking care of my voice like I'm some kind of celebrity, but then I realize, man, this is my weapon, if I don's use it all out, how am I gonna be used by God to win this battle. So, treat your talents, body, minds, everything, all that you are, as weapons for God.
5. many more...I'll continue sometime later. I need to sleep now. Hehehe...Thank You God!!!!