To worship YOU I live
To worship You I live
I live to worship YOU

Those three sentences, verses, whatever you want to call them, are a part of a song. Sang by a guy...in a Church..with huge congegration. SIMPLE...yet is full of annointing. Simple, yet could bring the whole congegration to worship Him. We don't need words that are beautiful, rythmic verses or such like that. Just simple words that FULLY EXPRESS our love, our gratitude, our everything to GOD. There's a soul within the song itself. When people sing it, they will be touched. There's the annointing..goes forth...from the creator of the song to the multitude of people who would shout it out loud.

Last night, I broke down..by so many things. Knowing that my I-20 is not with me right now..gone...I was anxious..I prayed to God, "God, if I don't get my I-20 back by tomorrow, then I assume, I take that as confirmation that I am not going to UW." Then, I cried...cried...coz i want to go to UW so badly. I don't know why. probably, just to prove to people that I can...that I am able..that I am really going to be the overcomer, the conqueror, just like what Ko mIke prated for.

To be honest, even right now, after getting my I-20 back..knowing that...I am going to UW for sure..I smile..but still, have no idea why should I go to UW?

What's my vision there?

What will I do there??

Just studying?? Pursuing my degree...iNternational business...then help the business...my father's bus to expand??

Is that it??

There must be something more to it...I believe so...if He allows me...to ....oh mann...I just realize...for this while...I've never put in an effort...If I want something..I ask God...I put in an effort..but not the best of me...I was spoiled...now...I actually put in an effort...

I called the speedy to repair the internet..I was so confused coz I really need the internet to work..now it's working!! I stayed up late yesterday night to look up my documents, which turned out negatively.. I cried at night..I canceled my appointment with my friends..even tho I really wanted to go to watch the movie together with themm..I spent hours in front of computers...Hmm...This is what I call as STRIVING...

Work hard...my life will not be as smooth as it has been...it's what challenging from life...don't be afraid, ca..to take risk..risk it all...cry out to God..He's there..this is what you're praying for that night..I was praying so that I become a child that is not spoiled..this is hos God deals with it...He listens to it...He's there...never doubt His faithfulness is very true...=) =) =)