I just realized how stressed I actually am. =0

I need to do things one by one instead of worrying everything at the same time, which won't bring me anywhere, of course. Hehe...

Enjoying the song of Jay CHou currently. You know...as time goes by, i like my culture more and more...I like chinese men more and more...I love Indonesian songs more and more...I mean, despite all the bad things happened around me, they still can create something that can bring joy to other people. I want to be joyful for the rest of my life!!

I want to bring happiness to people. I want to bring hope. I want to see them happy. I want this world to be turned upside down. I want my life to be turned upside down. I want to see more than what I have seen.

I want the limits to be taken off of me.

But what do I neeD?

Because He's gonna give me what I NEED. JOY. I nEed JOY!!!

Enjoying the day, even though it's cold, and you just messed up your exams!! Huahua..need to move forward...

I can't deny myself that he is on my mind, night and day. even today, i messaged him. i dont know how to handle this feeling. probably by not thinking about it???